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    7/2/2009

    很思念

    生活还没有着落,坐在电脑前总觉得不那么自然
    一个人选择逃避是不对的,所以选择寻找借口
    我既然可以看见,那为什么装作不动呢

    前天看电视做了个心理测试
    A 我非常渴望找到有缘人结婚
    B 我想找到心仪的异性学习怎么爱人
    C 我觉得最好的爱情是从友谊开始的。
    我是一个爱情结果论者,我是想做花妈拉,但是心理学家更偏向爱情成长论
    爱情长跑对每个人来说失败的可能总认为很少吧,真的是这样么
    我在想自己有没有做到这2点
    1 学会爱一个人
    2 在爱情中理解自己
    可以说不能给自己打满分,但至少我做到了
    可是我理解自己却经常装作不解
    我自己说过这样的话却假装没有
    话可以绕着说,但心里自己最清楚了

    没有你的夜,我开始很思念
    我想解决的方法是寄托思念
    从开始到现在,我依然很思念

     
    5/19/2009

    我日阿

    son of bitch
    5/8/2009

    神经兮兮?

    从初中毕业,我对电脑的软件就基本没有更改过
    flashget,realone,ie(是最近改成chrome的),qq,msn
    我桌面上无非就这几个图标
     
    我不知道这叫怀旧,转情还是执着
    我对某些长久的东西,一年以上的吧,有着熟悉的温存
    我就是喜欢海豹
    我就是自私自利
    我就是圆眼睛
    我就是喜欢说dammit
    我就是爱听craig的歌
    我就是爱哭
    我就是喜欢你,dammit
     
    突然想到lqbl的朋友
    萝卜,兔兔,老哥,1234,黄瓜...还有谁啊,忘了
    萝卜很好,给我做了cba和情感驿站的版主,后来还让我做了管理员
    兔兔还教我怎么用粤语说我的名字
    老哥经常勉励我,还送了我维尼的靠枕
    1234也不知道聊了什么,对不起我真忘了,你也不常上q
    黄瓜曾经在我失恋的时候开导我

    ....那时候的朋友,太多了
    可惜萝卜大学毕业了,工作了吧,lqbl也只是兴趣爱好
    我也不上论坛灌水,聊天,解答他人的问题
    大一的时候还会搞blog的版图
    大二的时候可是沉迷keroro
    大三的时候网吧可以通宵
    大四了,我觉得无助,空虚

    我突然觉得失去方向,为什么呢,我自己一个人在自己的世界里打转
    人就是会控制不住自己的感情
    人的好奇造成了很多误会,灾难
    可是人就是好奇呀
    人就是会思考,也就失乱想
    乱想可能的结果就是越来越来越乱
     
    电视剧的人好开心,想干嘛就干嘛,ugly betty,house,grey,eric cartman
    寝室里的小宁宁最近情绪有点down,我不能跟着一起down呀
    我会尽量快乐的
    婷婷和阿童木,我们3个人成了小组了,早知道早些成立了,不知道是否愿意加入一个人,也许他没我们3个人这么白痴
     

    现在好很多了,我想我的床和獭獭了
    take a shower
    5/6/2009

    MASS

    what a zoo my room is
    and my heart
    5/5/2009

    distraction

    i need to focus on sth else
    and tire me out

    coz i can't dry my weeping eyes
    i choose to numb my head
    or distraction

    damn the destiny brought us together
    i quite don't know which one is right, the result or the process
    4/15/2009

    失落非主流

    有几次经过樱花广场,听见理发店在放周杰伦的歌,我心里总会感到很难过
    我就问米米,他说是新专辑最喜欢的歌
    今天米米发我了,我就查来歌词认真听

    我发现完全是再讲一个故事:
    她在某事和爱情的决择中选择放弃爱情,虽然不舍
    可是他即使爱着对方,却无选择权,因为她已意离开
    为了让他死心,她变得冷漠,疏远,流着泪写下他们之间曾经的快乐不快乐
    可他在想为什么彼此那么相爱非要分开
    最后还是想通了,过去的点滴都已是回忆,虽然伤心无比,但还是认命了

    我也不知道自己怎么了,像看电影一样的,穷哭亚,随着高潮的开始越哭越凶
    难道在预言未来么
    我不敢多想
    我只想承认这首歌好悲,就是名字非猪流了点,我还以为叫说好的幸福呢
    4/14/2009

    如果上帝满足我一个愿望,我希望是拥有上帝的能力

    年轻的时光就是这么短的一睁一闭的
    要是能永远吃着速食面,快餐食品,喝咖啡,然后悟在被子很乱的大床上,看着已经完结的动画和美剧,累了充个热,随便一躺,第二天自然醒,吃块草莓蛋糕,what a heaven
    我那渺小的宅愿呐
    老子可是认为最完美的中西搭配乃是蛋炒饭和咖啡,角配,宅餐必备
    可是我长大了,要放弃很多
    上帝也不会给我一个愿望的机会,因为他这么做是有原因的
    有没有这个人还不知道了
    能否让我这个周五废一下?

    凌晨的我要睡了,今天有点失态
    3/4/2009

    lazy afternoon (some name of hit fm)

    got in library at about one
    the guy next to me was following the tape, learning french phonetic alphabet
    his funny tone made me laugh
    as the voice wandering around me. i was seemingly sleepy
    yep, i'd to admit i fell to the called daydream
    i wish i might not have interrupt others
    two hours passed
    one coffee were neccessary to me
    i gotta write
    and i realize somethin' that i even can't spell library and cannot tell guy and gay apart
    forgive my sin
    forgive kemmy
    holy cow
    2/27/2009

    熄灯了,还是睡不着
    乱想应该就会睡着,可越想越慌了
    我到底要什么生活
    简单的幸福我不满足
    羡慕的奢侈又不够格,或又回头留恋
    简直围城内外的贱人

    明天下午到家先看贫民百万富翁和lie to me,后者听了三个人的介绍----米米,电台DJ,外滩画报----仅仅从下午到熄灯前的时候,三次暴光率,十分吸引我的眼球
    最近很迷south park,虽然一年前看的那季没啥大爱,可能受spongle bob影响,这此从第一季开始看,果然太嘲拉,近枪偏爱kenny,尤其是发现他在主题歌里改唱歌词----后经我核实过----,发现他果然不是等闲之辈,难怪kenny每次弊命,kyle和stan总要骂那句basturd

    说着自己好的那口,果然心情好了很多,我现在都把south park和house当期待之物,认真看了,一月新番和去年的十月未完结都快积的放不下了,是英语多好啊,听听也好的

    顺便留个口信给未来的自己
    本周60cm兔子獭獭入荷,捏哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
    还有记个牌子,crown panda,gong什么公司

    好了,现在去睡睡看
    1/26/2009

    up and down

    In the new chinese lunar year, i hope everyone the best luck in everything and good health everyday. Be damned happy and say hurray, you bastard the damned chrome... can't upload the dog shit,well,that's it,over

    7/8/2008

    be a kid

    to be a kid means no responsibility and worry
    to be a kid means to enjoy  the time unlimitedly 
     
    the movies, the dramas and the stories are too adorable, away from life
    i'm always concerning without action
    i get an idea and think it ok,that's why i just think
    but when carry it out, it's more complicated than i thought
    if i could stay in ideal place ,even wrong but not figured out, i would be happy
     
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    4/19/2008

    谈论 20080414716

     

    引用

    20080414716

    这就是所谓的春困,总觉得今天的春天特别想睡,还很容易生病

    我有春焐的,可还是生病了

    瓜的不止这些,校园卡落在医务室

    每天8节课排得很满,外加3小时自修,归纳起来要六次经过诚信桥

    可喜的是我拿了小额奖学金(贱人吃了我三分之一),那真的是努力过啊,要是口试过了我就谢天谢地了

    时间不太够用,这个礼拜我能搬到空中了,决心以定,暑假再养宠物,现在只做任务和泡泡

    看来电影也只好放到暑假看了,新翻已经来不及我看了

    9/22/2007

    craig's back after 2years

    the 4th ablum will released on nov 12th, ohyeah,Trust Me
     
    8/28/2007

    report one

    the 1st week's task has been done
    but 1 week's gone and still tough

    the time is well on its way of advance
    people's living and work with peace and contentment is the precequisite of moderate properity
    i'm the member of the family
    there's responsibility for me to work on the goal
    so,everybody,make a hole,come on,i'm busy to ... 
    8/18/2007

    it's about deligence

    is it useless to work on sth or the deligence is not enough  
     
    when everyone trys to comfort me,i know that's comfort,not a truth
    my heart's always a zoo, can't chill it out
    8/13/2007

    the preface of ... the interpretation revision


    Today is the 5th week in summer vocation
    By far i only finish 1-day work of my schedule
    that's absolutely bad work
    5 ws later, the exam won't wait me for a adequat preparation
    i have to see the book in this short 5ws
    it's forcing and i'm forced, it can be effecient
    the beginning day should have been yesterday
    and i'd thought it was today
    yet the final answer may be tomorrow and ought to b!
    i pretended to write the travel notes
    it's tiring n costs me a lot, exactly costs mum
    so she has said no money b4 term begins
    that's ok to me but eric's birthday's comin'
    the gift must take money
    mum, gimme a hand

     

    
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    7/26/2007

    突然之间

    昨天晚上睡不着,就在哈想八想,想想其实有些感情和口吻是英文无法表达的,所以,难得空下来,也想写点东西,就出来这么篇东西了
    中文,不如说中国话,更不如说是各个方言,都有很奇特的意境.先说自家的上海话,这个味道就很老嘎的,觉得会说上海话的人,都门槛很精的...四川话撒,就大方随意,瓜人,懂个锤子,懂个毛毛,被外地人用起来就很贱的...东北话,豪爽,亚的亚的...台湾话就直接和琼瑶,偶像剧扯上了关系,嗲伐嗲伐的.其他的么,我也不会说
    昨晚想的还蛮多的,今天就忘了很多了,让我想想
    噢,是想,我这个人也没什么功绩的,别人没做过的我做了不多,别人都做过的我也没做不少,小学不知道为什么做了小队长,嘿嘿,同桌呢是从一个后来到体校去的和一个古代有名诗人同名的人,后来换了的顺讯我是忘了,有换到一个屁精,貌似现在想想还有M的行为,有一个流了级的小流氓,还有一个娘娘腔,感觉这个MMG还喜欢我,现在还和我一个大学...恩,小学做过哪些有意义的事呢?当过图书管理员,记得一开始和石泉几小合并,在小学部没和中学合并的,时候,还要去旬阳路41号的小学拿书去岚皋路...麻烦,参加过旺旺的什么读书分子,那还不是跟了图书馆那个老师,那个老师很温柔的,我还拿了书回去呢...还有什么呢,哦,那个时候觉得做升旗手和学校值日的时候很开心的,觉得很光荣...废话真是多...直接转到现在吧,现在有獭,有狗,有牛也有兽,日子就过着了,不知道昔日的同学们现在是个啥子样子和态度
    其实昨天还蛮有感觉写的,今天就一击头都废话了,看电影吧,街舞区42p了,今天唯一的遗憾和不爽!獭日的... 
    7/6/2007

    embarrassed

    i've tried and i've got sth but such sth ain't outside
    one may think the inside is more essential
    and i believe the o push the i go forward, it's the power
    how to balance two is the key
    7/1/2007

    kw xiii

    I. Goal
     
    i don't watch soccer often but the films are really amazing
    to be continued, i await the third
    Santiago Bunes in Newcaser, attaboy
     
     
    II. the holiday
     
    for the sake of puzzling exams,the blog was quiet vacant
    and now i'm back
    apart from the dozons of films, i should do adequate preparation for the interpretation
    a kindav tough
     
     
    ps:Nodame Cantabile Anime let me dream of playing piano...
    4/21/2007

    kw xii - skip

    almost every college student has skipped class for some kinda reasons or a try
    but even now i've just realized it's an extreme waste of $$
    the calculation below is concluded
    the tuition last year in Songjiang is 10,000 per year and the schedule was arranged us 100 classes -- a lesson includes 2 classes -- that led to a 200-rmb lessson
    and even though the fee is slash to a half and also contain other university service
    a lesson costs 100rmb after all
    so why not go to class, why not take notes carefully
    i regreted i was a skipper
    that's the apparent reason that time is money
     
    the skippers are absurb!